“You have brains in your head. You have feet in your shoes. You can steer yourself any direction you choose. You’re on your own. And you know what you know. And YOU are the one who’ll decide where to go…”—Dr. Seuss
MUCH THANKSSS to @camillionaire, @arebeesee, Amanda, Ben, Will, and Max for helping me out with preparing my demonstration speech today. I really wish I was able to actually hang out with them though, instead of feeling faint and nervous the whole time and spilling ice and vanilla extract all over the study room. The speech went okay, i did “How to Make Ice Cream in a Bag”. I definately blanked out for a good 10 seconds and couldnt remember how to open a ziploc bag. Whatever, i still got mostly positive reviews. Almost all of my reviews mentioned how much they liked the apron i was wearing =D (thanks ryan!) one guy even said “love the apron, i’m really diggin it” Diggin it? People still say that? lol YOU GUYS ARE AMAZING. LOOOVES YOUU!
“To dream anything that you want to dream, that is the beauty of the human mind. To do anything you want to do, that is the strength of the human will. To trust yourself to test your limits, that is the courage to succeed.”—Bernard Edmonds
i feel like i’m on vacation or something, sleeping over someone else’s house. i’m dumb. my room is like 5 feet away.
but yeah, i FINALLY had a chance to paint my room. tomorrows gonna be hell though ‘cause i have to start cleaning and putting everything back. but i’m excited to have everything done and i’m pretty satisfied with the colour so far. this was a nice fall break, even though i only have alittle less than half of the things on my to-do list done and tomorrow is gonna be spent cleaning, reorganizing, filipino mass, and getting ready for my dad turning 50 on monday. not much time for school work though, and that makes me nervous.
its weird. i’ve been feeling my usual symptoms that i get before my period comes. sorry if that makes anyone feel uncomfortable, but thats life. they’re more like warning signs though that give me a heads up on when i should warn people about the PMS-ing bitch thats gonna take over for about a week and to get the midol ready. ugh, i hate being a girl sometimes. but its okay, we have cute clothes =)
one more day until this awful week is over. hang in there.
"Lollipops turn into cigarettes. The innocent ones turn into sluts. Homework goes in the trash. Mobile phones are being used in class. Detention becomes suspension. Soda becomes vodka. Bikes become cars. Kisses turn into sex. Remember when getting high meant swinging on the playground? When protection meant wearing a helmet? When the worst things you could get from boys were cooties? Dad’s shoulders were the highest place on earth and mum was your hero? Your worst enemies were your siblings. Race issues were about who ran the fastest. War was only a card game. And the only drug you knew was cough medicine. When wearing a skirt didn’t make you a slut. The most pain you felt was when you skinned your knees, and goodbyes only meant until tomorrow? And we couldn’t wait to grow up".
Shy? No, I'm not shy. When I first meet you, I'm observing, evaluating. See, I'm considering if you're worth my time and effort to get to know and be-friend. Bitch move? No, I'm just sick and tired of wasting my time and energy on people that aren't worth it - people who will just take advantage of me. Because when I'm your friend, best believe I give you my all.
haha luckyy. so far i’ve had 3 quizzes, 2 major tests, and 1 essay in the matter of 3-4 weeks. miss you ryan, btw.
aww miss you too. hope school work isn’t killing you. haha
haha school is slowly killing me. i can feel it. but oddly enough, i’m not minding it as much as i thought i would. not yet, anyway. ahh i never see you! haha i know you dont have class mondays, but thats the only day i get a chance to see anyone =/ you should just come to campus to hang out one of these mondays. yeah?
“Who gets to determine when the old ends and the new begins? It’s not on the calendar, it’s not a birthday, it’s not a new year, it’s an event —big or small, something that changes us, ideally it gives us hope, a new way of living and looking at the world, letting go of old habits, old memories. What’s important is that we never stop believing we can have a new beginning, but it’s also important to remember amid all the crap are a few things really worth holding on to.”—Grey’s Anatomy (via littlemiss)
but i find the last one soo true. working along side the nurses at the hospital i volunteered at was really funny. i know how gossipy people can get, especially filipinos (which a majority of them were), but it was still a bit surprising to me at first how much they actually talked about their patients behind their backs. it wasnt even about medical related stuff either. i can’t specifically remember what they said, but it was pretty funny to listen to. but yeah, you’re medical files are definitely not as confidential as people think they are.