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![this past Friday me and my friend drove to Philly to check out a medical school for their D.O program and besides it being a fun road trip, it was kind of a life changing day for me.
this whole year i’ve just been stressing out about what i’m going to do when i graduate next May and what my plan was for the rest of my life. to be honest, until we left that school, i didn’t have one. i made excuses to/for myself and was somewhat in denial. this uncertainty has been secretly eating away at me and as bad as it sounds i’ve just felt like a burden. i pushed things back on purpose so i didn’t have to deal with the reality of moving on from undergrad. i hated talking about graduating and answering that big question of “what’s next?” i secluded myself from really enjoying the company of others and just felt down in general, even though i hid it well with a smile or a laugh whenever people were around. all in all, those were not good times and i think it’s played a major part in this insomnia problem that i have. i know i’m not alone about feeling scared for the future and i’m sure a majority of the upcoming graduating class has the same thoughts, but it’s been pretty lonely dealing with it.
but now i don’t want to feel that way anymore. i’m tired of it, i’m better than that, and i know i’m not alone this time. i left that campus with bigger eyes, a wider smile, and the world at my feet. i have a plan now and a new goal and it feels good to be excited about the future. momentum regained, motivation refueled, and i’m happy again. this feels good.
the best way to find yourself is to lose yourself in the service of others- Ghandi
[Edit] i feel like i look awkward in this picture. haha there were 3 cops right next to it starring at people as they took their pictures. it was kinda creepy. plus my friend and i had to run to take this ‘cause her car was not really legally parked. i also need a better camera ‘cause you can’t tell how cute my outfit was. my shirt has giraffes on it, whaaat?!](http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lu7vr6DiQs1qzad5no1_500.png "this past Friday me and my friend drove to Philly to check out a medical school for their D.O program and besides it being a fun road trip, it was kind of a life changing day for me.
this whole year i’ve just been stressing out about what i’m going to do when i graduate next May and what my plan was for the rest of my life. to be honest, until we left that school, i didn’t have one. i made excuses to/for myself and was somewhat in denial. this uncertainty has been secretly eating away at me and as bad as it sounds i’ve just felt like a burden. i pushed things back on purpose so i didn’t have to deal with the reality of moving on from undergrad. i hated talking about graduating and answering that big question of “what’s next?” i secluded myself from really enjoying the company of others and just felt down in general, even though i hid it well with a smile or a laugh whenever people were around. all in all, those were not good times and i think it’s played a major part in this insomnia problem that i have. i know i’m not alone about feeling scared for the future and i’m sure a majority of the upcoming graduating class has the same thoughts, but it’s been pretty lonely dealing with it.
but now i don’t want to feel that way anymore. i’m tired of it, i’m better than that, and i know i’m not alone this time. i left that campus with bigger eyes, a wider smile, and the world at my feet. i have a plan now and a new goal and it feels good to be excited about the future. momentum regained, motivation refueled, and i’m happy again. this feels good.
the best way to find yourself is to lose yourself in the service of others- Ghandi
[Edit] i feel like i look awkward in this picture. haha there were 3 cops right next to it starring at people as they took their pictures. it was kinda creepy. plus my friend and i had to run to take this ‘cause her car was not really legally parked. i also need a better camera ‘cause you can’t tell how cute my outfit was. my shirt has giraffes on it, whaaat?!")
this past Friday me and my friend drove to Philly to check out a medical school for their D.O program and besides it being a fun road trip, it was kind of a life changing day for me.
this whole year i’ve just been stressing out about what i’m going to do when i graduate next May and what my plan was for the rest of my life. to be honest, until we left that school, i didn’t have one. i made excuses to/for myself and was somewhat in denial. this uncertainty has been secretly eating away at me and as bad as it sounds i’ve just felt like a burden. i pushed things back on purpose so i didn’t have to deal with the reality of moving on from undergrad. i hated talking about graduating and answering that big question of “what’s next?” i secluded myself from really enjoying the company of others and just felt down in general, even though i hid it well with a smile or a laugh whenever people were around. all in all, those were not good times and i think it’s played a major part in this insomnia problem that i have. i know i’m not alone about feeling scared for the future and i’m sure a majority of the upcoming graduating class has the same thoughts, but it’s been pretty lonely dealing with it.
but now i don’t want to feel that way anymore. i’m tired of it, i’m better than that, and i know i’m not alone this time. i left that campus with bigger eyes, a wider smile, and the world at my feet. i have a plan now and a new goal and it feels good to be excited about the future. momentum regained, motivation refueled, and i’m happy again. this feels good.
the best way to find yourself is to lose yourself in the service of others- Ghandi
[Edit] i feel like i look awkward in this picture. haha there were 3 cops right next to it starring at people as they took their pictures. it was kinda creepy. plus my friend and i had to run to take this ‘cause her car was not really legally parked. i also need a better camera ‘cause you can’t tell how cute my outfit was. my shirt has giraffes on it, whaaat?!
![this past Friday me and my friend drove to Philly to check out a medical school for their D.O program and besides it being a fun road trip, it was kind of a life changing day for me.
this whole year i’ve just been stressing out about what i’m going to do when i graduate next May and what my plan was for the rest of my life. to be honest, until we left that school, i didn’t have one. i made excuses to/for myself and was somewhat in denial. this uncertainty has been secretly eating away at me and as bad as it sounds i’ve just felt like a burden. i pushed things back on purpose so i didn’t have to deal with the reality of moving on from undergrad. i hated talking about graduating and answering that big question of “what’s next?” i secluded myself from really enjoying the company of others and just felt down in general, even though i hid it well with a smile or a laugh whenever people were around. all in all, those were not good times and i think it’s played a major part in this insomnia problem that i have. i know i’m not alone about feeling scared for the future and i’m sure a majority of the upcoming graduating class has the same thoughts, but it’s been pretty lonely dealing with it.
but now i don’t want to feel that way anymore. i’m tired of it, i’m better than that, and i know i’m not alone this time. i left that campus with bigger eyes, a wider smile, and the world at my feet. i have a plan now and a new goal and it feels good to be excited about the future. momentum regained, motivation refueled, and i’m happy again. this feels good.
the best way to find yourself is to lose yourself in the service of others- Ghandi
[Edit] i feel like i look awkward in this picture. haha there were 3 cops right next to it starring at people as they took their pictures. it was kinda creepy. plus my friend and i had to run to take this ‘cause her car was not really legally parked. i also need a better camera ‘cause you can’t tell how cute my outfit was. my shirt has giraffes on it, whaaat?!](http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lu7vr6DiQs1qzad5no1_1280.png "this past Friday me and my friend drove to Philly to check out a medical school for their D.O program and besides it being a fun road trip, it was kind of a life changing day for me.
this whole year i’ve just been stressing out about what i’m going to do when i graduate next May and what my plan was for the rest of my life. to be honest, until we left that school, i didn’t have one. i made excuses to/for myself and was somewhat in denial. this uncertainty has been secretly eating away at me and as bad as it sounds i’ve just felt like a burden. i pushed things back on purpose so i didn’t have to deal with the reality of moving on from undergrad. i hated talking about graduating and answering that big question of “what’s next?” i secluded myself from really enjoying the company of others and just felt down in general, even though i hid it well with a smile or a laugh whenever people were around. all in all, those were not good times and i think it’s played a major part in this insomnia problem that i have. i know i’m not alone about feeling scared for the future and i’m sure a majority of the upcoming graduating class has the same thoughts, but it’s been pretty lonely dealing with it.
but now i don’t want to feel that way anymore. i’m tired of it, i’m better than that, and i know i’m not alone this time. i left that campus with bigger eyes, a wider smile, and the world at my feet. i have a plan now and a new goal and it feels good to be excited about the future. momentum regained, motivation refueled, and i’m happy again. this feels good.
the best way to find yourself is to lose yourself in the service of others- Ghandi
[Edit] i feel like i look awkward in this picture. haha there were 3 cops right next to it starring at people as they took their pictures. it was kinda creepy. plus my friend and i had to run to take this ‘cause her car was not really legally parked. i also need a better camera ‘cause you can’t tell how cute my outfit was. my shirt has giraffes on it, whaaat?!")
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